So - today's the day! Apparently, I'm going to Barcelona. I sound so -
freaking - excited, don't I? To be honest, it still feels like it's 6
months away... just because it seems surreal that this day has actually
and finally come. In a few hours I will be sitting at the airport
awaiting my departure... and that seems kinda surreal.
I guess
I'm still kinda distracted by the fact that life, generally, at this
moment in time is pretty surreal. I've landed a new job as a Project
Manager (how freaking awesome is that?!). So... two days ago I quit my
job. And I think I'm just as stunned as my manager that I actually quit
(especially 2 days before such a huge vacation). This couldn't have come
at a better time. When I get back from this new adventure, I will be
starting a new chapter in my life... and damn, I am really looking
forward to a fresh start.
You can call me lucky, but... I'd like
to say that patience and perseverance is what really aligned the stars. I
deserve this very moment... and I am so excited to experience the new few weeks!
I don't want to make this moment about anyone else
but me... but I have to acknowledge that someone pushed me to make this
all happen. I'm a strong believer that decisions are inspired by who you
love, and who you find toxic. That's just how life works.
So thank you for inspiring me. I did
love you (and you were so extremely toxic for me). You taught me so much
about life and myself that I really can't resent you - I want to thank
you.
Thank you for pushing me to make my dreams a reality. You
always insisted that I deserve the very best. That I do. Sometimes I
feel that I don't but I know deep down that I deserve much better than
you. While you may not be the best for me, you did teach me to enjoy the
moment for what it is. And of course you taught me to push boundaries
to get what I want... So here I am - I wanted a new job so I found a new
one. I wanted to go to Spain - and today I'm finally pursuing what I've
dreamed of since I was a little girl.
It's time to focus on me
again. It's time for me to make my dreams come true. And it's time for
me to find the best life has to offer!
Cheers to an incredible adventure!
